So I went and tried on wedding dress today...BARF is all I can say...it was soo gross all of my hanging fat. But at least it gave me an idea of what size I am...which is the LARGEST and how things look on me. I wont be able to wear the super cute ones that I liked cause it will show every crevice on my body...I don't think that will make for a pretty bride. I mostly just want to get my arms in shape...I'm thinking about either going strapless or at least sleeveless...But God after the horror show tonight maybe I will just wear a potato sack and call it good. It was a little depressing not to mention the deodorant that I wear has NO aluminum in it...(We have a long line of breast cancer in our family and I read somewhere that the aluminum in deodorant and breast cancer have been linked I thought why take any chances) Only problem is that because it has NO aluminum in it I can sweat so then after a day at work I start to smell a little ripe under there...maybe I should have brought some from home...I was a little embarrassed, I could smell my under arms and I was just hoping that they couldn't. I have a pretty sensitive nose I smell things that most people cant or don't....its so good that one day the guy that did our rugs came in I asked him where he had been cause he smelled like doughnuts....He had been at the hole it was his delivery before ours. The hole is a doughnut/restaurant shop. Pretty good!! I know...Any way I'm hoping that the poor woman that helped me couldn't smell my non aluminum doesn't work as well but wont give me cancer lack of deodorant....