Diary entery # 1 12-17-09

I have decided to make my own online blog because of someones that I started reading...I don't know the woman but she has been on my mind for quite awhile and I have read through her blog. She kept it for about a year and it was nice to read and see what she was thinking a year ago. I thought to myself I wouldn't mind having my own online diary so that is what this is is my own diary...I am horrible at writing things down on paper and the last time that I read something I had put in a diary....One it was hard to read because I have the penmanship of a 2nd grader. And two I was such a depressing person. My life was horrible (not true) no one liked me (I have lots of friends some that I still see from high school) I was ugly and fat (OK the fat part is true I still need to loose like 500 lbs but I don't think I'm ugly any more). So I think I will start with a little more grown up diary. I'm sure I will rant about my family and how Chris (my other half) irritates the living hell out of me some days. But I love him still and I know he loves me. We met 2 years ago online of all places. When we first met for our very first date I remember him getting out of his crappy car (I'm not good with cars so I don't remember what kind of a car it was) He was standing there in tan slacks a nice button up shirt and he had a big bouquet of flowers in his hand....But the thing I noticed the most was his hair was parted down the middle I was like wtf! But when we went inside to have dinner he made me laugh and I laughed hard. Not very many people get my sense of humor. I like to tease and being the oldest of 5 kids I think its in our blood to tease. He doesn't like it as much when I tease him but oh well its habit by now. We bought a home in Ogden last year and on the 10th of this month it has been a year since we bought it. I love my house its an older home and its in Ogden (my mom says its in the ghetto) But I love it....its the perfect house for us. I don't really love all of our neighbors it took some time getting used to people that are different than us and having our neighbors think that just saying hello and being friendly meant.....Hey can I borrow money? That was a big shock but things are a little more normal now and I think I like it in the winter I found that during the summer the crazies come out! Christmas is right around the corner and for once I am DONE shopping all I have to do is wrap now...That will be fun and I can get that done tonight I'm hoping. I think this is a pretty good blog for my first time doing it. I will have to try and do this once a day. I hope I don't become a Debbie downer on this like I did in my J.R. High diary...That one was a little ridiculous.