OK I know I haven't written in my blog forever and there is a reason.....I have turned into a mean, angry, irritable, stressed to the max....MEAN GIRL!!! I have never been this stressed out in my life. The closer our wedding gets the more I am a complete weirdo. No one ever tells you that there will come a day when planning something big, you cant even make simple decisions for yourself. I went to get my hair did today...I almost just told her do whatever you think will not make me look like an ass hole. I really and truly didn't want to make a decision...I had to force myself to do it...I don't like this new rude person I have become. I cry over every thing...if things don't go my way i flip out..God help the poor person that is in my path when it happens. Yes I'm a mean girl! And I don't like it. I can only hope that after this is over that I will be better...That Chris will still want to marry me....and that I will return to the good natured nice person I once was....OK some of that is a lie but this is my blog and I can say what I want on it...don't you judge me.....oooo sorry see what I mean I'm a nut ball!!! OK OK OK...So far the wedding is still on..Cross your fingers for me that Chris doesn't come to his senses and finally tell me to stuff it. But things are coming along pretty good.
Invitations out : Check
Tuxes rented: Check
Photographer: Check
Hair appointments, makeup appointments any appointments made: Check
Someone to marry us: Check
Flowers done: Check
Cake done: Check
My dress:
Yeah not done with the dress yet....since I got it so early I keep on making changes but oh well it will be awesome when it is done!! I hope....
Chris's ring:
Yeah no check on that one either...he still needs to go in and get his finger sized. Thankfully I work for a metal shop and they will make his ring for me...YEAH FOR ME!!!
Flower girls dresses: Check
Gift for flower girls: Check
Gift for groom: Check
Gift for both parents:
NO Check on that...I'm really unsure about what to get both set of parents...I was complaining about my mom not helping me...but now she has been awesome! I really don't know what to get her...so if anyone out there has a idea about what to get for parents as a thank you gift please let me know.
Honeymoon: CHECK
Thank god that part is done...Chris and I will be going to an all inclusive resort in April with friends for our real honeymoon. But I still wanted to do something for us after the wedding so we are going to Jackson hole for a few days after the wedding...And to be honest about it...I CANT WAIT!!!! I'm more excited about Jackson hole than the actual wedding right now. I cant wait to have no where to be...no worries ....NO MAKING DECISIONS!!!!!!!!!!!! That is the part that I'm the most excited for. Hopefully after that trip I will be the nice sweet girl that I once was! Cross your fingers for me..............
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LOL. It's totally normal. I was a complete psycho beeotch before my wedding. Even the day of until I took a xanax. I have some if you want one. I'll bring it this weekend or next to your shower. ;) Hang in there. It'll all be worth it. You're totally smart for doing something relaxing after the wedding. We went on a big honeymoon out of the country the next morning and spent most of our time in the bedroom cause, it was our honeymoon, what else were we gonna do??? LOL!
ReplyDeleteOh and LMAO on getting your hair did! I heart you!
You can be a Bridezilla if you want to. It's all about you! You'll return to your normal self on October 11th, maybe the 12th. Let me know if there's anything I can do to help. Really.
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