
I have been sick now for over a week....I think it was first the flu. My body ached, I would get hot then get the chills and couldn't get warmed up. OMG I'm totally sick and tired of being sick and tired. This blows......We had some sad news in our family my cousins super cute husband lost his battle with cancer. That cancer is such an ugly disease and it shows no Mercy. He had gotten sick only a year after they were married. I felt bad for them, I wished that they were doing everything that a newly wed couple gets to do. But instead it was doctor appointments and prescriptions. Going to Mexico for treatments and trying different ways to get him healthy. I'm sad for my cousin but also relieved for her...when you have the cancer your body gets tired but when you love someone with cancer your exhausted mentally. She said that they were able to have a good 15 min with each other and even wrote down their last words to each other. They had it at the funeral. I tried to take a peek at them but couldn't really see all of it because of some fat women standing in front of everything....But all this talk of being sick has really made me appreciate my health...Not that when I don't have a cold that I am the epitome of health I am far from it...But I do feel good, I don't have the aches and pains of anything. I don't have to worry that I may die in the near future (well according to my grandma I do have an enlarged heart so maybe I shouldn't be so quick to say that lol) But I really need to stop taking my health for granted and be happy that I have a some what healthy body that does the job that its suppose to. And I need to take a little better care of the one that I have.....As soon as this cold is done I'm going to do that....IF IT EVER GETS DONE!!!!!!! cough... cough... sneeze... sneeze... whimper... cough